when you think of cameron frye you think of the rule following uptight best friend of town rascal and adored ferris bueller. But in my eyes I see a softhearted loyal best friend whos just looking out for his friend, how could i’ve been so blind when the real person i like is cameron frye. With valentines day around the corner I think i can subtly tell him my true feelings without full on spilling my feelings towards him, il make him one of those funny valentines cards.
its been a couple months since valentines day, when i gave the card to cam he thought it was the funniest thing in the world and showed everyone at school and my heart felt like a butterfly because to me when i gave it to him i thought it was a silly little joke but to him it was like i pulled the funniest prank ever. But since valentines day its so much harder being around him because i have a hunch that he also likes me back and the fact that his birthday is coming up i need to need to create the best card ever and i need to push the fact i like him.
i read over the card and thought it was a pretty good card his birthday is tomorrow so i can just give it to him in the morning. I gave the card to him and i honestly thought my heart lept because i could see his eyes reading the whole message including the fun message about his breakdown when we ditched school with ferris, i swear i could see his cheeks warm up. Before i could even react i felt his arms warp around me and i thought i was melting because it happened so fast that i couldn’t even react to what he was doing. When i fully registered that he was hugging me i hugged him back and just wanted to stay there forever and never leave, but before he let go he whispered something in my ear but i was so nervous that i couldnt even understand what he said so i just shook my head and said ok. While i was working on my world history homework I thought i was having a heart attack because as my mind wandered back to the card i wrote him i told him that i “loved” him. I immediately dropped my pencil and started pacing my room because i meant that i loved him as a friend not loving him as my boyfriend. I looked at the clock and knew that he was still working at the burger joint with ferris so i called him and left a voicemail hoping he would understand what i meant.
I left the voicemail for cameron, whatever happens next i know well always be friends. The next morning i woke up to a knock on my door wondering who it was i opened the door and was attacked with a hug, when i registered who it was i hugged back. When we both let go cam told me about the voicemail i left him my heart immediately dropped, i was honestly more shocked he listened to it knowing he was constantly working at the burger joint and that his voicemail machine was broken but that wasnt important. when he told me that he felt the same way i was ecstatic i was happy that i took my shot no matter what was to happen, but unfortunately he said he didnt want to start dating now because he was so busy at work and wanting to go to college that he wanted to take it slow so i also agreed to give us time rather then rushing it. And that was the story of how i fell for cameron.
